i tried to be a picture perfect girl , but eu were in ur own fantasy world , trying to control me , like some kind of barbie , but that just aint me ~

its so hard to keep up to my goal (of proving ppl wrong ) but ,
i will ! its hard , but tht just proves tht this is really2 important .
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im so tired of :
1) ppl lying to me
2) being the second best fren all the time

1 - i hate it when i trust someone and they lie to me . it motherfucking sucks .

2 - i've had so many best frens , but i've always felt like im their 2nd bestfren . like , they have one real one , and then theres me . the second , less-close best fren . haishh . well , they say they treat me equally but theres a part of me tht says , they're lying .

MOVING ON TO MORE LIGHTHEARTED THINGSYS `

woooo-hoooo . pon-ned skl tdy . hehehehex ! went to lpk , and went swimming in the afternoon . got sunburnt !! ughhh . now im the color of milo . oh sweet2 milo .