okiee , let me continue with my previous post .

i saw this movie , and it made me think ..

i've concluded tht life has to have a meaning to it .

be someone BIG .

( or die trying ? )

help those in need .

value every individual . - who deserves to be valued .

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i want to :

be able to think clearly ,

feel better ,

be cheerful ,

be in control of my emotions .

i want *enimaxovulf* .

no , let me correct tht statement ,

i need *enimaxovulf* .

but at the same time ,

i feel like the only thing tht i really have ,

the only thing thts really mine is my *noisserped* .

does 'god' exist ?

well if he does ,

i wanna noe smth ..

why did eu make me this way ?

wat did i do so wrong , to deserve all this ?